it feels so strange to feel so weird and fucked up but like everything is normal. i've been rolling on ecstacy since tuesday morning. thats about 19 pills i've done since tuesday. and snorted a couple in between, ive done about a tiner and a half of coke since wednesday and im broke.
hopefully ill finaly get some sleep today since i've run out of money
it feels so great to be off anti depressents, to not be in trouble, to have a wonderful boyfriend, and an amazing drug dealer. to be failing in school but still feel like im suceeding.
my life is a wonderfull mess.